自從做左full time mom, 身邊啲朋友就愈黎愈少。
原來佢地全部都係我。我其中一面是很實際的，我會計數，付出幾多先可以收返我要嘅野。但另一方面我亦追求宗教、或者係靈學可能帶畀我嘅解放經驗，或者係「悟」嘅moments or 帶領。
早排因偶然同朋友傾開少少傾向new age的東西，我對呢方面係好奇且有興趣，所以又重燃我的好奇心，忍唔住又周圍搵呢方的東西來看；但另一方面作為有宗教信仰的我或多或少感到矛盾，畢竟基督教認為new age是異端耶～～～
但anyway, this somehow served as a starting point, rekindle my fire of curiosity in spirituality.
以前我好鍾意同個朋友傾計，傾好多心需要。呢種對方只有同佢先發生到。因為佢好容易明白人心裏深切嘅需要，我識嘅朋友大部分都係睇到表面果浸：阿邊個好衰，阿邊個唔好⋯⋯佢會睇到另一啲平時冇諗到或睇唔到嘅角度。我一直好enjoy咁嘅conversations, fruitful and fulfilling.
The first time I learnt about spirituality was from my master programme. Then I realised probably the conversation I have been always had with her is something spiritual. Furthermore, the programme made me recognised that spirituality is something good since its power in healing people.
Then I told myself I would like to learn more about spirituality.
Ok, back to the new age part, those incidents just made me wanted to know more about spirituality. The small voice is so loud yet I do not know where to begin.
Here comes today. After the conversation sharing with my friend, I finally acknowledge my needs of growth in spirituality.
I think that spirituality is something liked roots. It is where life begins. It touches your heart, it deals with something most inner self. It is an anchor point or reference point of asking what you believe in and values. It affects your lifestyle, the way of your decision making, whom you would like to make friends and even your job. Spirituality is something soooooo fundamental and you probably do not know it exist yet it does. It is something liked the air we breathe in but you do know you are breathing in.
And now it comes to a point that I want to find a bridge to connect both, the spirituality side and tangible life side.
It is a beginning of my spiritual journey.